“If I Must Die”

by Dr. Refaat Al-Areer

If I must die,

you must live

to tell my story

to sell my things

to buy a piece of cloth

and some strings,

(make it white with a long tail)

so that a child, somewhere in Gaza

while looking heaven in the eye

awaiting his dad who left in a blaze–

and bid no one farewell

not even to his flesh

not even to himself–

sees the kite, my kite you made, flying up above

and thinks for a moment an angel is there

bringing back love

If I must die

let it bring hope

let it be a tale

I animated this poem to raise funds for surviving members of the Al-Areer family, pay tribute to the words of Palestinian martyr Dr. Refaat Al-Areer, and speak out against the horrors of Israel’s ongoing genocide, which has been funded and supported in large part by the United States with American tax dollars.

Screenings

Film and Animation Showcase: Global Fundraiser for Gaza
Manchester, United Kingdom, September 2025

Syracuse University Faculty Survey
VPA Warehouse Gallery Exhibition, February 2025

Afterimages by Mackenzie Duan

It is spring again and the sky
is unpossessable. Someone I will love

touches me with the bluest hands
like mist billowing into 

a terrible, gleaming future. 
Where our children cartwheel in a field 

striated with weeds and ribbons 
of birds loop around the periphery,

wanting what I want, 
a way to beat an image

into brightness.
Behind us, the hills 

slope in brushstrokes over a lake,
soft and washed out, like the place 

fires go after burning. 
Our bodies become stations of light

when the sun dips.
I surrender to an engine-low breeze,

the chance of violins, 
swans just out of frame.

The lake rocks the moon. 
The moon rocks my pale blue ache. 

It is so shameful
for anything to persist: 

graffiti, oil pastels,
a dying flame.

In the morning, dragonflies 
crowd against the glass, choking

each other. Minor wars go on. 
My heart cannot help 

but follow,
beating when the blue wings touch. 

Festivals + Screenings

Helios Sun Poetry Film Festival
Ciudad de México, México, 2023​

Aotearoa Poetry Film Festival
Wellington, New Zealand, 2023

MicroActs 16 Artist Film Screening
London, United Kingdom, 2023

Poetry in Motion Film Festival
Colorado Springs, United States 2025

Premiere in Counterclock Literary Magazine’s Patchwork: Film x Poetry Season 4 Showcase (2023)

Featured and reviewed in Moving Poems: The Best Poetry Videos on the Web (2023)